Purple
Berries
It was a largish purple pill. Purchased for ten dollars, as
mescaline, that spiritual, cacti derived hallucinogen. But what was it, really?
I took a swig from my canteen and swallowed it. I was tucked into a sheer cliff
crevasse, a few feet below an overhang, just off the Appalachian Trail, next to
Loft Mountain campground. I leaned over and peered down to the forest floor,
100 vertical rocky feet below. It was a warm, late autumn afternoon, peak
leaves. I waited.
We were camping at relatively flat topped Loft Mountain,
William, Wayne and I, sleeping in tents and the back of my Chevy van. It was our favorite spot in the Shenandoah
National Park. It was not then a busy campground. This permitted certain
activities to be unobserved, hence, part of its allure. I was seventeen.
I had a panoramic view to the south. Only visible were
mountains, valleys, water gaps, and the forest. The sun was warm, there was a
gentle breeze. I was secure in my hole, my back against the spine of the
mountain.
Discrete cumulus cloud shadows drifted silently across the
forest below and beyond. Breezes pushed up the valleys, rippling the leaves and
limbs in a polychromic avalanche up the gaps, with swirls and flame-like eddies
spinning into the hills. It was achingly beautiful, and peaceful. I was
enveloped by natural beauty in front, solid and secure in back. Above, lapis
sky, breathing shimmering forest floor far down below. I was alone, but I was not.
Much later, the sun touched the top of the mountain to my
southwest. I carefully ascended to the trail above, collected my friends, and
headed towards our campsite through the woods. Once out of sight of the trail,
we became disoriented. The distorted camp sounds that we were guided by, wood
being chopped, indistinct chatter, cooking utensil clanging, echoed and
reverberated all around. We stopped, regrouped, and emerged in the campground,
red faced and feeling somewhat foolish. We stayed close to the campsite that
night.
I have had only two spiritual experiences, thus far. One was
when I crossed over the rim of the Grand Canyon for the first time. Was it the
altitude? The other was at Loft Mountain. Mescaline?
I visited Loft Mountain's cliffs recently, 55 years later, as
I do occasionally. The forest floor has grown
up towards the overhang, the view somewhat diminished. It was almost a
lifetime ago, but like yesterday. I no longer feel comfortable climbing down
below that overhang. And I no longer feel comfortable taking a pill with
unknown effects. But if you handed me that same purple pill now, I would
swallow it.
Say, can I have
some of your purple berries?
Yes, I've been eating them for
six or seven weeks now, haven't got sick once
Probably keep us both alive
Wooden Ships CSN and Y
Wick Hunt